Last lesson on Friday. Sensei left after two weeks of being with us daily and giving us the much needed injection of martial boost into our training here. Soon it will be aiki camp in Jakarta in October. I am so far from being prepared for it. I’ve spent my last two months eating too much and merry making with friends who are here on holiday or just with my other half. For a budoka, I am so ill-disciplined that sometimes I feel I don’t deserve being his student.